| inaccurate cake quiz.... |
[Mar. 15th, 2007|11:20 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Da Room | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Elvis Costello | ] |
| You Are a Lemon Cake | 
Strong, sexy, and overpowering.
You know who you are, and you're not afraid to show the world your fabulous self.
You're confident, charming, and extremely popular. |
yeah, not really me at all... but i do enjoy lemon cake.
o well. |
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| A Quiz... |
[Mar. 9th, 2007|01:59 pm] |
| Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISTP) | 
Your personality type is reserved, methodical, spirited, and intense.
Only about 6% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 8% of all men
You are Introverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving. |
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| a lil' survey... |
[Feb. 9th, 2007|12:16 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | da room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | all the shit below :-) | ] |
1. How does the world see me?
"Numb and Encore" by Linkin Park and Jay-Z
- I'm... numb? wtf?
2. Will I have a happy life?
"Let me Go" by Cake
- but im happy where i am...
3. What do my friends think of me?
"Spunky" by the Eels
- whats spunky? am i?
4. Do people secretly lust after me?
"I want to Hold your Hand" by The Beatles
- just my hands apparently. :P
5. How can I make myself happy?
"Dumb" by Nirvana
- im dumb enough, thanks.
6. What should I do with my life?
"Crossroads" by Cream
- damn. cocaine would've been WAY funnier lol. that just doesnt make any sense.
7. Will I ever have children?
"Crosstown Traffic" by Jimi Hendrix
- well, if i do, they're gonna get run over by the ghost of jimi hendrix :P
8. What is some good advice for me?
"Death Letter" by The White Stripes
- ...write more letters...about...death?
9. How will I be remembered?
"Hollywood is High" by The Violent Femmes
- as a crackhead in hollywood. woohoo.
10. What's my signature dancing song?
"The Last Polka" by Ben Folds Five
- im a pole through and through. love my polkas apparently lmao.
11. What's my current theme song?
"16 Military Wives" by The Decemberists
- very sad, but powerful song. that'll do, quiz, that'll do.
12. What do others think is my theme song?
"Youth" by Matisyahu
- in case you're wondering, NO, im NOT actually jewish. but that is what everyone else thinks lol.
13. What shall they play at my funeral?
"Aluminum" by The White Stripes
- I can't think of anything less appropriate, but if I could get the white stripes to play my funeral, that would be pretty effing sweet.
14. What kind of women (men) do I like?
"Jesus Gonna be Here" by Tom Waits
- well, he seemed like a decent guy, but not in THAT way, thanks. hehehe
15. How's my love life?
"Christmas Eve Montage" from The Nightmare Before Christmas
- gotta love that mistletoe!
What a lame quiz. o well, good times.
Later all. |
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| For the most gentle woman... |
[Feb. 8th, 2007|03:51 am] |
| [ | music |
| | Tears in Heaven - Eric Clapton | ] |
Tears in Heaven - Eric Clapton
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven
Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please
Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Gentle woman, quiet light
morning star so strong and bright,
gentle mother, peaceful dove,
teach us wisdom, teach us love.
Oh teach us love.
Forgive me... |
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| Good, but depressing lyrics |
[Aug. 5th, 2006|12:10 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my hoose (for now ;-)) | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Death Cab for Cutie - I will follow you into the dark | ] |
I woke up to this song on CD 101 today. It actually made me tear up a bit. It was so sad but so beautiful, i had to post the lyrics here, since i havent posted any before:
I Will Follow You Into The Dark
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
really depressing, but still a gorgeous song. i hadnt posted any lyrics before so i guess now's as good a time as ever. its been a long long time since ive posted here.
i have some HUGE news:
I AM GOING TO BOWLING GREEN!!!!
yes ladies and gentlemen, you heard right. im moving to bowling green. as usual, we are doing everything at the last possible second, but we're going to make it happen. grandma has reconsidered but heres the interesting part. when i applied for the signature loan just doing my part with no cosigner, I WAS APPROVED. no joke. i still have no idea why. i have no credit whatsoever and i was rejected by two other lending facilities. but sallie mae approved me for a 10000 loan for the year on my own! wtf?!?! i didnt know whether to scream for joy or freak out! ive been desperate for a cosigner for the last month and almost beyond hope. and all along i could have just done it myself! o well, im not complaining. grandma has reconsidered her decision and will cosign on the loan tommorrow to lower the interest rate on the loan.
i dont know how this all happened, but thank you to everyone who supported me through all of this insanity and through my ups and downs. special thanks go to mike and andrew, who i consider two of my best friends who have been since we were in elementary school. i love you guys like brothers. the greatest thanks, of course, go to my princess, my love, my everything, my tiffany. babe, i know you don't think you did anything along the way, but you have helped me more than i could possibly say. again, thanks for blindly taking my hand and following me through all of this. all i ask is that you keep trusting and holding on. we have an amazing relationship and i want to follow it and see where we will end up. Cause we'll hold each other soon, babe. remember that.
and I'll see y'all in just a couple weeks!!!!!! |
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| a blessing and a curse |
[Jul. 20th, 2006|10:20 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nervous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
so i have worked my way out of my pell grant. i checked my osu financial aid status a few nights ago and they had taken it away in favor of a shitty little $300 grant. im figuring up my finances and i think i can afford a quarter at osu and maybe books without it, but not much more. and i will need to take winter quarter off and only go two quarters a year even while living at home. meaning ill basically be in school forever should i end up at osu.
perhaps this new information will make my grandmother reconsider. but who knows? this is all "nonsense" to her anyway. pretty much everyone in my family has gone to osu. i suppose the thought of going anywhere else is nonsense to her. still, its pissing me off. i know shes just trying to do whats best for me, but i think i should know that better than anybody, right? at this point, my entire future could be decided by a single signature. i wonder if this will make her reconsider? cross your fingers everyone... |
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| Apologies |
[Jul. 15th, 2006|04:16 pm] |
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i owe a few to some of ya. ive been going through a lot recently and im trying to take it as best i can but its all weighing heavily on me. i just want to know whats going on and no one has any answers. but i appreciate all of you and and your support. these last few days ive been depressed at my best and and snappy and harsh at worst. please know that its not directed at you, im just frustrated and confused and anxious. im trying not to take it out on anyone but i know i already have. tiffany, i can't thank you enough for everything youve done. you've been INCREDIBLY supportive through the best and worst of this. and i couldnt have figured anything out this morning without your help. and thanks also go to mike and andrew for their continued support. well, its off to work now i guess... |
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| Down but not out |
[Jul. 14th, 2006|01:00 pm] |
"I think you need to stay here." that was all she said to me. no grand revalation, no explanation, not even an outright no. but her meaning couldn't be more clear. her mind is made up. all i wanted last night was some fucking closure and i thought i would get that whether she said yes or no. and now im left to wonder again. i would have liked to end all of the uncertainty last night and know my fate in the fall. but i REFUSE to give up hope and surrender. i will fight to the death for my dreams because that's what I do. its all i CAN do. its my character, like my father's. whenever someone told him he couldn't do something, he went out of his way to prove them wrong. not out of anger or spite or revenge. just to show them they were wrong about him. he's like me. he likes hearing "no." and he loves to turn that no into yes out of simple defiance and orneriness. i don't hate my grandmother for what she did. she has made her decision and she's helped me make mine. i want to go even more than i ever did before because i know Bowling Green is the right choice for me and my future and ive received my first no, maybe the first of many no's. like anything else ive ever wanted in my life, i will need to fight for it. i am tired, but not afraid. i will find a cosigner and work this out if it kills me. please anyone reading this, i could use all the hopes and prayers (if that's your thing) you can spare. y'all can look for me in the fall.
tee-tee for then...
and ta-ta for now. |
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| Giant WOOT! |
[Jul. 10th, 2006|01:56 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | the clouds | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  giddy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
sooooo.... im in!! bowling green accepted my transfer for fall 2006 todayt. i found out when i woke up today at 1:40. yes im a major sleep whore, as tiff has pointed out. but i was up playing fucking computer games until about 5 or 6. i gotta quit soon. i might leave all of them back at home, assuming i end up at BG. i just need to confirm the bgsu signature loan and then im set. im o so very excited!!!! im trying not to get my hopes up, but each day it seems just a bit more likely that i will find myself at bowling green next year. wow this day gets better and better! i just found out that phantom is coming to toledo in january! i dunno how, but i gotta find a way for tiffany and i to go. teehee, well, thats enough for now. ta one and all. |
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| EMO |
[Jul. 8th, 2006|11:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | My Hoose | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  moody | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Green Day - Warning | ] |
sigh... i get so depressed at work. its pathetic. i dont even know what put me in such a shitty mood. but at the very beginning of my shift, this image of tiffany's beautiful smile flashed into my head. i remembered being back with her, back where i belong and i longed to be there. and then i thought of the fall and where i don't even know why, it just caught up with me. but she's on the phone so i may update more later. ta one and all. |
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[Jul. 1st, 2006|10:06 pm] |
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh YAY!!! i get to go to perrysburg to see mo love soon... tommorrow as a matter of fact. it doesnt feel so soon though. ive gotta pack tonight and then be up at the ungodly hour of 5 am to be at work at the ungodly hour of 6 am. woo. but then i get to go and see my love shortly after that. i cant believe how much i MISS her even right now as we talk on the phone. how can you miss a person you're going to see the next day??? wah. but work is going to SUCK tommorrow. people like to buy all of their fourth of july shit on the day before. i was moving bitch today. i brought up three bikes (for one person), tables, chairs, etc. grrr. but tommorrow will be better. assuming i survive that is lol. more later when im back from the trip.
ta.
chris |
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| I've been NUDGED!!!! |
[Jun. 21st, 2006|11:41 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Da Livin' Room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | hee | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Eels - All in a Day's Work | ] |
lol okay so its been about a week since ive updated this thing, so i guess im due, huh? my theres an awful lot to tell! perrysburg was AMAZING! spent some time with some of my best friends and, of course, my amazing girlfriend, who cooincidentally gave me a nudge to update hehehe. but while i was there, i got a chance to visit Bowling Green and find out a few things. i spoke to a lot of people, asked a lot of questions, and bowling green is EXTREMELY tempting for me, not simply for my friends and girlfriend there, mind you, though they are a factor. it would be stupid just to transfer because everyone else is going there. and no, i havent made a definate decision yet because i want to mull it over for a while and make sure its the right thing to do. all i will say is that i am applying to see if i can get in and what kind of assistance they'll give me. right now, it looks like the only chance i have of living on campus anywhere and that is something i definitely want.
as to the week with tiff and our friends, it was sheer bliss. but isnt it always perfect when you're surrounded by people who you love and care about? tiffany and i didnt get much time to ourselves, but thats understandable. i got to really meet her family and hang out with mike and cait, so that was fun. part of me wishes we had just a bit more time for ourselves but i will be happy for each and every moment i get with my steady. hee, its raining here, babe. guess who im thinking about...?
and now for a random moment:
so im watching Corpse Bride right now. and i love how i look like a character from a tim burton flick, all tall and lanky and awkward and whatnot. i look just like victor! im all pale with a pile of long dark hair and nine foot arms and legs. hahaha that would be enough, but the funny thing is that victoria looks just like tiffany to me! lol i guess i just miss her alot... but even my sister agreed with me. short, shapely, cute as a button, heart-shaped face. much more tan though hehehe. dunno, maybe im just seeing her everywhere... sigh.
btw, little update on my work schedule, brian's gonna nudge me up to 27.5 hours a week on cashiering and guest services in addition to electronics, so thats good. I also got the 3rd, 4th, and 5th of july off of work so that i can do something with the family or with tiffany!! yay! so hopefully that will work out. Whew! well, thats enough for now. perhaps more later then, but i think ive babbled on enough for now. ciao, one and all! |
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[Jun. 10th, 2006|11:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
ive had enough of this. some things are going to change tommorrow. i am sick and tired of killing myself just so that everyone can shit all over me. is it all really worth it? i guess we'll find out tommorrow.... |
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| Yay Buddha! |
[Jun. 5th, 2006|06:38 pm] |
What religion suits you?
Buddhism: Buddhism is a religion which has its beginnings with Siddharta Gautama, a prince who gave up material possessions in order to meditate, always searching for the reasons of life. He came up with the Four Noble Truths and the Eightfold Path, things which also Buddhists live by. Siddharta became known as the Buddha, and despite those fat, bald little Buddhas you may have seen, looked nothing like them. Buddhists generally believe in a passive way of life, giving up material possessions in the search for truth and enlightenment. This is usually done through hours and hours of meditation.
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[Jun. 4th, 2006|02:21 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my hoose | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | not much | ] |
 | You scored as Jean Grey. Jean Grey is likely the most powerful X-Man. She loves Cyclops very much but she has a soft spot for Wolverine. She's psychic so she can sense how others are feeling and tries to help them. She also has to control her amazing powers or the malevolent Phoenix entity could take control of her and wreak havok. Powers: Telekinetic, Telepathic
Jean Grey | | 75% | Storm | | 60% | Iceman | | 60% | Rogue | | 60% | Emma Frost | | 55% | Cyclops | | 55% | Colossus | | 50% | Beast | | 40% | Gambit | | 40% | Wolverine | | 35% | Nightcrawler | | 30% | </td>
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and by some, i mean one, because my computer is retarded. o well. perhaps more later. ciao. |
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| hmmm, 1st real entry... |
[Jun. 3rd, 2006|11:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stadium Arcadium, Red Hot Chili Peppers | ] |
o my its been a busy couple of days!! exams start monday so i will be officially owned until then. work is also whuppin' me at the same time because i forgot to request this weekend off to study. o well, id prolly just waste my time anyway, but at least id feel more productive. hehe i won a target giftcard so i bought stadium arcadium with it. and o man, it is DELICIOUS teehee. i suppose i should have bought something useful or something cute and fluffy for tifa, but i have a plan... hehehe
n e ways, so studying was kind of unproductive tonight even though we spent three HOURS at cup tonight. we basically discovered we are both missing the same set of notes and had no way of contacting the other ppl in our class. so ill facebook 'em and we'll see. im kinda worried about brit lit and anthro because i havent been able to find the notes online. film will be a breeze, hopefully. we'll see, we'll see.
wow, i guess i thought my life was more exciting than this. o well. hopefully something exciting will happen soon that will warrant me writing in this thing. and thanks to everyone who responded to my survey thingie. i actually learned alot.
i'm kind of wondering where tiffany is... i thought she was going to call back tonight but i guess not... i hope shes all right. sorry studying ran over...
ciao! |
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| all right, my turn hahaha |
[May. 31st, 2006|07:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my hoose | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | whatever's on the boob tube | ] |
What is my name?
Who is the love of my life?
Where did you and I meet?
Take a stab at my middle name?
How long have you known me?
When is the last time that we saw each other?
Do I smoke?
Do I drink?
When is my birthday?
What was your first impression upon meeting me?
Do I have any siblings?
What's one of my favorite things to do?
Am I funny?
What's my favorite type of music?
What is the best feature about me?
Am I shy or outgoing?
Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?
Do I have any special talents?
Would you consider me a friend/good friend?
Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what)?
What is something we've done together that you remember?
Have you ever hugged me?
Do you miss me?
Do you think I miss you?
What is my favorite food?
Have you ever had a crush on me?
If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?
What's your favorite memory of me?
Who do I like right now?
What is my worst habit?
If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring?
Are we friends?
Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you? |
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| rats, i caved... |
[May. 31st, 2006|04:04 pm] |
a'ight, here it is everyone. you win, luv. hehehe, o well, like most online things, i think this is kinda dumb right now but I'm sure i'll be hooked in no time. i'm not sure how often i'll update this until finals are over but we'll see. more later, gotta go to class. peace. |
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